It's all about moving forward.

Good Evening

Well, I have once again been hiding in my books and while they all talk about, thinking about what you want, being grateful for what you have and feeling deserving of everything you want (yes I believe it all). Unfotunately for me they also say that you need to persue your passion and those of you who know my writings know that I have quite simply NOT discovered my passion.
Earlier this week I had a great chat (about 45 minutes - long distance) with my darling sister, it's amazing how she always knows exactly what to and generally it boils down to ME. I was feeling rather guilty about several things and some of these things are years and years old, Lolly gave me advice based on her own success and when I laughed and said I feel bad because it's ALWAYS about me and you know she said that that was OK. It was about time it became all about me, we are so often upset by other people, what they said or did or what they did not say or do, and we obsess about the things/ problems of others.

If I am to move forward it has to be about me. I have to love me, I have to know that I am worthy, I have to take care of my body, I have to spend my time meditating and sorting my things out. So it's not about being selfish or self absorbed it's about learning exactly who you are and what you want and as I move forward, making it all about me, then I will find my passion and I will be able to give more of myself to others because there will be so much more of myself to share.

In love and light
Tracey