Wednesday, 26 October 2011

It's about having everything you need.

Hello again

Well my hubby has just e-mailed me a news report that says the company he works for needs to cut another 2400 jobs (at least) to start saving some money. It's crazy but he has survived several of these cuts and now chatting to him on  the phone he is not worried and the crazy part is that I am not afraid either.
I believe that whatever happens we will be fine. There is a book called "A Course in Miracles" it is supposed to be a book written by the Holy Spirit. I read it quite a while ago and while there is lots about the book I don't remember there is one phrase that I do remember and it's this "God has given me everything I need." You know what? I have everything I need. I am the first to admit that there is much I would like to have, but when all is said and done, I DO have everything I need. I am loved, I have arms, legs, eyes and ears. I have two beautiful children and a family who care about me and love me.
Once again it all boils down to being grateful for what you do have. This does not however mean that I don't want lots of other things, but I am happy to continue believing that everything I want is being manifested especially for me.
Keep the faith! I'll share a little titbit with you. I was watching telly and saw a show on lottery winners, one woman won $112 000 000.00 (onehundred and twelve Million Dollars) she put the number under her pillow, literally slept on it. She won the jackpot.
So I figure hey if it worked for her then why can't it work for me? So I put a number on the back of a picture, pop it in an envelope and stick it into my pillow case.
When the big day came and I did not win, I reached into my pillow case and took out the piece of paper, I showed it to my hubby and sniggered accordingly, and you know what my wonderful (and I thought cynical) husband did, he put it back into my pillow case and told me to "Keep the dream alive". So for months I have been sleeping with a note and number under my pillow because I am keeping OUR dream alive and you know what else? It doesn't matter now how long it takes to win as long as we are dreaming of a future that includes having everything we need.

In love and light
Tracey

Wednesday, 19 October 2011

It's all about moving forward.

Good Evening

Well, I have once again been hiding in my books and while they all talk about, thinking about what you want, being grateful for what you have and feeling deserving of everything you want (yes I believe it all). Unfotunately for me they also say that you need to persue your passion and those of you who know my writings know that I have quite simply NOT discovered my passion.
Earlier this week I had a great chat (about 45 minutes - long distance) with my darling sister, it's amazing how she always knows exactly what to and generally it boils down to ME. I was feeling rather guilty about several things and some of these things are years and years old, Lolly gave me advice based on her own success and when I laughed and said I feel bad because it's ALWAYS about me and you know she said that that was OK. It was about time it became all about me, we are so often upset by other people, what they said or did or what they did not say or do, and we obsess about the things/ problems of others.

If I am to move forward it has to be about me. I have to love me, I have to know that I am worthy, I have to take care of my body, I have to spend my time meditating and sorting my things out. So it's not about being selfish or self absorbed it's about learning exactly who you are and what you want and as I move forward, making it all about me, then I will find my passion and I will be able to give more of myself to others because there will be so much more of myself to share.

In love and light
Tracey